Monday, January 5, 2009

The human mind

The human mind is extraordinary and very unique. Scientist having quite crack the way a brain actually projects information threw the eyes or taste buds. Do everyone taste a piece of ham the same way? No one can quite tell because no one can actually desrcibes to the fullest how the piece of meat actually taste like. when you see the color red do everyone recognizes the color the same? All humans are different so its hard to really say the way the brain operates is amazing projecting dreams and nightmares. a dream or nightmare can get so intense that your body believes its real and start sweating or wake up with a heavy chest. there is rumor that when its hard to wake up from a dream and your chest feels like there is pressure means the devil is riding your back.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

House Of Pain rochester,ny (The mind of a scary clown)


When i first started working at the house of pain it was an new experience. I heard of it through school and i needed community service hours. so I went there and met the people that ran the building, they were still putting the place together and i help when i could. The staff started to put people as characters and they chose me to be the clown. Me being a person that likes to gain respect and earn trust professionally i said OK. My mind was saying oh no!! me being a clown what kind of voice can i do for straight scares? Me being a good actor in improv i stop stressing and said i would go with the flow what ever happens, happens. When the first people came threw i scared them, I was like okay, but i didn't see that as good enough. Until people higher up started saying "The Clown" was great. The boss was a very hard working lady nick name Jo Jo complemented me on how good i was and that really increase my confidence. Being in a room for up to seven hours with this weird clown chuckle that was audio ran and strobe lights that cover the room, my mind started to open. I started to feel crazy and derange as the character i played . The way i position myself in the room scared people at least 95% of the time. When the company started to get more known the more people pour in. Sometimes no breaks, but instead of looking at in a bad way it really mature me as an actor. I felt like if i could work in these condition with constant improvement. I had a great experience with the staff and fellow actors. If i could work that character until the business no longer is ran wouldn't be a problem for me. Being a fan of Johnny Depp and will smith gives me the drive to challenge my talent. I think anyone can act like an scary clown but not everyone can be the scary clown.

what if ?

What if there was no religion? Would there be more violence? People needing empowerment and something to give them hope, What would happen to the human race? What if alot of music artist didn't value the materialistic things in life when making music? Would people wear what they felt comfortable wearing, drive inexpensive cars, and not chase after money? What if there wasn't enslavement? Would Africa be more ahead then they are now? Would the American way be less labeling? Would African Americans still be where they are in life or farther? What if America really save African Americans from a future of starvation and poverty? What if the world could never ever communicate with each other? Would there be less war or more? What if?

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

I met a teenager with h.i.v i felt bad for him but mad at the same time...

I was downtown the other day, and my cousin and I were waiting for the bus. A person i usually converse with downtown approach me and we talk. His brother walk up and also added to the conversation. conversation was about music and how cold it was outside, his little brother tried to hook up with attractive girls downtown waiting for the bus also. mostly rejection, and he was angry not just then, but every time i seen him downtown, like he had hatred in his heart for some reason. After the last girl rejected him he got so pissed off he cursed her out. A little while later the conversation of sex came up and he was bragging about not wearing protection at all and never will. Later on my cousin and I got to where we needed to go, I told my cousin that the dude was a idiot he is going to catch something. My cousin replied he has the bubble (slang for "H.I.V") my jaw dropped just when i felt bad for him I thought like he is preying on vulnerable girls trying to spread the infection because he is angry and lives in regret. wow!!! right....

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

THE POWER OF HIP HOP

where do we start with hip hop? Maybe from t.i. being shot at by police and his friend being murder. How about the gangster rapper 50 cent rolling with a entourage of police and Teflon vest. You cant forget the bullet and bomb proof jeep him and his crew roll in. Nas being denied to perform at a Virginia tech concert for the students who lost their lives. critics saying nas is big for his violent and profanity in music,like "i know i can" and "if i rule the world" lol. The power of hip hop employs those who were stuck on the streets, even grants wealth to the pour. At the same time the power of hip hop influences weak minded youth or lost youth into degrading and pursuing a life of crime. If you can think of any more ways hip hop power has help or destroyed something give an example.